Friday, October 27, 2006

BMT days

Remember Tekong Island....tis is the Sergeant song (hey...tats me!!)


Singapore army

Nabei...this one is damn hilarious...Singapore soldier nothing better to do. Must be reservist one...and who wears smart 4 chiong in jungle...tink its some HQ people trying to act garang!!




Lolz...another funny one...bloody hell man. Those guys damn free lah

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Damn cool video

Friday, October 20, 2006

Events in September

OK...I know I've been putting up lotsa rubbish for the past few posts...but guess wat...I've gotten over my PMS already. Haha...exams just round the corner and I jus managed to squeeze some time to update those people who has nothing better to do on a Friday evening and read my boring blog. So sitting on my comfy lazy chair over a cigarette (helps me think more carefully lolz, maybe exams should allow smoking)...here goes... The month of September was really crazy...lotsa clubbing, drinking, smoking and to round it off...a nice lil car accident. Time passes really quickly and I'm now at the end on my first semester. Had a discussion last night with my mum and dad as well as my aunt. I've decided not to come back so soon after all. I'm taking a summer course to lessen my workload. I've got 18 modules to complete in 2 years...dunno whether I'm killing myself by taking 2 majors but this option seems the most viable one...need to lighten my workload. I can take it in Spore actually but who's gonna take care of my dog? I can't push the dog to my cousin to take care of it for 3 months rite...so 2 weeks seems a reasonable request. Sigh...looks like for the next 4 years i'm gonna spend my birthday here and not with my frens in Spore. Living alone here has given me so much time for my own personal space to reflect on my life.

Keeping my priorities in-line isn't that easy after all. So many distractions, so many minor things to do that can really bother you up to your neck. So far my grades has been pretty good and my assignment scores doing better than expected. But i'm afraid complacency will set in and I'll jus screw up the examinations once again. motivating myself to study is no easy task...and sometimes I wonder what would I become in the future...a normal avarage worker trying hard to make ends meet with a meagre pay every month? A jobless person desperate to find work? Or maybe things may go smoothly after all. It's such a frightening thought thinking that after this is straight to the working life....facing society with all the hypocrites. I've finally reached the last stage of my dependant life and the burden of uncertainties in the future is weighing on my mind. I had a talk with Ceci and she asked me what were my priorities...was it all about getting exceptionally good grades and leave with my degree? Or do I wanna take back something of value other than good grades? The more I reflected on it the more confused i got. What do I really want now? My time management kinda sucks...as it always has been...and being an all-rounder is not simple at all. Back in the poly days it was so easy. I did all that I could...played and studied hard...participated in so many volunteery work in my old sec skool n in church...took part in the faculty committee, organised so many tings, did charity work, played soccer every weekend......but where has my drive gone too? Or is it the pressure to perform well in the final lap overseas getting to me? My family on both sides are depending on me to score well...and to make them proud. To set the standards for my siblings and younger cousins. The cost of studying here is so high...so are the expenses. So many expectations to fulfill.

I've met really nice people here who are damn fun...Jason, Jensen, Daren, Carmen, Ceci, Jay n the others. Really thank God for them...partying n sticking around. I've finally experienced a mega house party in Melbourne. It's called God's Kitchen and happens once a year...sumting close to ZoukOut. When I stepped into the arena the atmosphere was totally breathtaking. Just like those huge underground clubs in London n stuff. The DJ was freakin good man...thankx man Adrick for the treat...hauling my ass down...ahaha...and not to forget the drinks u kept buying tryin to make me drunk. Its a real good experience...i swear man.

Last night I got locked out of my house again...and this time the back door was locked so I couldn't get in. Yesterday was rubbish clearing day so I had to take the trash out to the main road. A habit of mine was to always lock the main door cuz I always had my keys on me. But suay suay my keys were on the dining table...and when I reached my pocket to call Jon, my phone was in my room. I climbed over the garage to the backyard and realised Jon had locked the sliding door at the back. Lucky Ceci's house was nearby so I took a 5 min walk to get the spares from her. You should have seen her expression when she saw me at the doorway. Sigh..this is wat happens when you take part in Yong Hui's game show regarding you-know-who and winning first prize man...the prize really comes to your doorstep...and lock you out of the house. No more stupid game shows like the previous one Hero Hui!

Well...here are the pictures of my clubbing sessions to date...

At God's Kitchen















Wecome to God's Kitchen...now where's the food?














Guess wat...my cousin decided to come too











































We are all fucked in the head!


















Look wat we saw....


















Then Jason decided that we should do it too















With all the smoke...is God in the house??














Did Jensen see a hot chick tat made him take his attention away from the camera??















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Low and behold...we've jus broke the record by fitting 8 people into a 2 door Toyota Yaris!!!




















It takes a Jackass to spoil a nice picture



























...and the same idiot to ruin another!



All personnel please fall in n check strength b4 going in!!


Wei Hong's drunk


CKT ah CKT...CKT ah CKT!!!


Me, Cat n KooKoo

Events in the month of September





Jay pretending to look drunk...must give him Golden Horse Award already man


Me, Carmen n Daren


Even Bryan decided to join the party


KooKoo!!


3 men n a KooKoo bird








Real men dun wear pink? Jon has a pink pants btw...case of kettle callin the pot black

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Shucks...I love both these songs man. Lifehouse's blind matches the show Sense and Sensibility very well. Its a pretty nice show actually, especially when I'm not a fan of romance novels and shows. The other is from Jerry Maguire, a song that really has a deep meaning.



Thursday, October 05, 2006

It's 3 am!

I can't seem to fall asleep. Its already 3 am. I remember Guang Liang's Yue Ding...I really love that MTV. I'm tink I'm a sucker for this type of music videos. How long do I have to wait for her...3 years, 8 years, 10 years? Or it will never happen again? Will we ever meet again? I don't know...maybe under different circumstances perhaps? Some scenes of the music video reminds me of the happier times we shared. Promises we made were broken...why? It seems I can trust the other specie any longer. Just being friends again seems so funny after so long together...or is it I'm just trying to run away from facts. Will she appear before me just like in the MTV? I guess not...I don't tink it would happen...maybe having a little hope might help...but in my heart I know it is just a foolish thought...I just can't seem to understand myself. Why do I continue hoping when she's long gone already...it's so hard to comprehend. Well...I've got 2 pals that understand how I feel since then...cuz it happened to them too. Maybe being nice guys never helps...you get hurt again and again. They treat you like a toy...one minute needing you so badly and then suddenly, you become like dirt...and it just had to be the person you loved most. Should we start hurting people rather than be hurt? Jerks does that, and they get away with it. It's somehow not fair...but then again...what is fair? I'm slowly going insane without an aim...the pain is eating through my soul...my heart was already long gone...shattered inside out...a person who has lost his faith and to a certain extend disillusionised. At 3 am in the morning and I'm posting such crap...I beg your forgiveness. Hope my male PMS would somehow end soon.


Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Attention KTL members and B.O.D Personnel

Damn tis club is happening man...so thats where all the hot babes disappear to. Its in Taiwan bros...maybe we should go n pay it a visit huh





Singapura from Hossan Leong!!!!

Tis is damn bloody funny man. Cheers to Hossan Leong...and I din noe Mr Brown was a ACS kid!