I'm crazy again...sigh...what's new

I got this song while watching My Super-Ex Girlfriend. Sumhow this song just struck me really hard. It pretty sums up how I'm feeling right now. I show a happy person on the outside...carefree n such...but there's still this empty void left by her. Movies always potray a happy ending...but where's my happy ending? Why is everything so complicated? Why is God giving me this total silence and a cold shoulder? Lost hopes and dreams...maybe? Or maybe not. I don't know whether she found her happiness since then...but I know from that day onwards I've never found mine. 2 years has come and gone...and gawd I really still miss her like hell. Perhaps fooling myself that one day she might just come back again.




Love is Just A Game-Magic Numbers

Oh, maybe I think maybe I don't
Maybe I will maybe I won't
Find my way this time
I hear you're calling me soon
One of these days
Some of these days, and somebody pays
It happens all the time
I'll believing, believing you wanted me to

And maybe I'm a fool for walking in line
And maybe I should have tried to leave this time
I'm an honest mistake that you made
Did you mean to?
Did you mean?
Oh, did you mean?

Love is just a game
Broken all the same
And I will get over you
Love is just a lie
Happens all the time
Swear I know this much is true

Oh, and they coloured you up
They coloured you down, they coloured you in
And I've been waiting so long
To take you home

And maybe I think, maybe I don't
Maybe I will, maybe I won't
Find my way tonight
But I hear you're calling me soon
And maybe I'm a fool for walking in line
And maybe I should have tried to leave this time
I'm an honest mistake that you made
Did you mean to?
Did you mean?
Oh, did you mean?

Love is just a game
Broken all the same
And I will get over you
Love is just a lie
Happens all the time
Swear I know this much is true